goodbye ah-ma

angmo 99yrs old, chinese 100yrs old, my dear ah-ma passed away last friday night at home, peacefully in her sleep. at first i was worried that the family couldn't take it but honestly, we were all prepared to face this day due to her old age. think in another way, god had relieved her from all pain from now on.

for the past few days rushing from sengkang to hougang to yishun and back to hougang and sengkang, it had been very tiring especially for a new driver like me. it seems like the acquisition of my new transport machine was meant for a purpose.

ah-ma's image in my memory suddenly zoomed back to the time where she was still staying with ah-yi. her neatly combed white hair with her hair pins, typical silky white-black floral top with black pants and always smiling at us... ah-ma was definitely part of my growing up memory.

now ah-ma has passed on, my mother could be living a brand new way of life now. hopefully the old man at my place can change his attitude and lived a life. i believe our family life could be after all one of the most blissful one, or at least i wish.

一夜成名（烂透了）

我还是会继续搭地铁，也对新加坡SMRT有信心.......

you are the apple of my eye

rachel introduced me to the main movie theme song sometimes back, i downloaded it and had been listening to it over and over again. however as much as e song i like e song, i am unable to link e song to e movie. not until today, i watched it and i like e movie very much.

e story line was touching and close to heart. literally i was brought back to my schooling dayz. i wouldnt want to go into detail on how my schooling's dayz was like but the entire story was so close to my heart that i thought e director has spoken to me prior to this filming, ha! anyway full marks for this movie and very much i would like to own a dvd of this too! first of all, i have got to fix my dvd player which was down since last month!

nov update

congratulation

yesterday, i attended e wedding solemnizations of huiyans and justins at clarke quay and central tong-le respectively. and a week prior to this auspicious date, 11-nov-11, i attended james wedding at mandarin orchard too. obviously e couples were over e moon, especially justin and grace, both of them showed their deep affection for each other while they teared in front of dozen of cameras last evening! and for e first time, julip was with us for such a joyous occasions. well, as expected, she turned on her radio loud in e evening but we managed to off that shortly, not without a fight though!

next step

i am given an opportunity to improve e living of my familys recently. i am seriously in thought and e very first step was established. a call later literally put my hollyhood-like dream to a halt. keep my finger crossed and hopefully a new development will arise to put e positives back in place.

junpiter futbol

these days, i have been focusing on jpf talk. ever since e interviews done with malek awab and e famous sreetkings, i have been receiving recognition from oversea too. honestly till now, i am still unable to identify which is e correct direction for junpiter futbol but i am willing to try out all possibilities which will put junpiter futbol at e best position in this new online industry! well, everything looks alright so far. my very first merchandise - silicon wristband, is ready for distribution and sales!

my daughter

loving her so much

addition member

very fast, julip has already past her first month. yesterday we brought her to the doctor for routine check-up, amazingly she has grown so fast - she put on 1.5kg from her last visit! now she is a healthy 4.5kg baby!

watching her grow is a blissful thing but of course credit goes to my wifey too. e lack of sufficient rest and fatigue is unavoidable but im glad both of us are doing well. i have sort of gotten use to how she will disturb our sleep during e night, her loud and sharp cry for milk, tonnes of soiled diapers.... our re-adjustment of life is doing great with e addition of julip. anyway, more to come. both my wifey and me are just going to get better moving into our 2nd month of parenthood!

julip

allow me to introduce this young gal to you, her name is julip tan. she looks more like her mummy and if im gonna say one part which she looks like her daddy, me, i would have to say she looks longish! long limps, long fingers and foot!

my baby daughter arrives to this world on sun, 14 aug 2011. her mummy has got a hard time but i am glad both of them are healthy and fine. e feeling of looking at julip when we first met was so strange. i am wondering would she recognize who am i but one thing which i am sure she does have good stamina just like daddy here, she cries loud!

now while im blogging, she's being cuddled by her mummy on e bed. touching her hair softly, its just unspeakable blissful kind of feeling.

adjusting to my new role, its not as easy as i thought but i think everything will be fine. dear julip, as pretty as her mummy, as attractive as her daddy, welcome to e tan family.

stopping

looks like i might be stopping this blogging soon. as much as i love blogging, i have found a new platform where i can blog more about something which i probably love e most. and from then onwards, writing will never be e same anymore. how different? seriously i dont know. maybe you can tell me.....