Those Days

I spoke about those days again. Memories are hard to erase, especially those are the memories which I've put in years of sweat and blood to mould. I didn't manage to finish what I've started but deep inside, one knows that I've always wanted to complete the whole journey. Elvin used to say, Jun gives up his dream to answer the call of the realistic world. I agreed. Many others out there didn't make it, so who cares about my story! So many years.. I have been feeling sorry for myself. Nobody owes me any explanation. At times, I hated myself for quitting. Maybe I should be more positive knowing that at least I am still involved in the local football scene. I might not be doing something which I'm really passionate about now, but by looking at the support which my friends and Joanne has given me all these years, I consider myself a fortunate man.