抓住幸福

好想尝试用以已往不同的方式来写作。

对一份爱的执著所换来的辛苦，甚至即将面对他人的眼光，的确不容易。那是一股什么样的力量？

在这文明的社会，我不得不相信爱情是没有所谓的对或错。
但必须在对或错之间做出个选择，并非容易之事。

俩人的感情淡了是否不该拖泥带水吗？
婚前的诺言也是儿戏吗？
公道话一句，局外人是无法理解。

身为一位朋友，我希望你能抓住幸福。
在做出选择之前以爱为中心，无论选择是什么，我都会尊重你的决定。

hacking e wall

this was e tool which was activated for e wall hacking!


left hanging~

part of e wall..

rocky flooring after e work!

e "intestine" of e HDB's walls..

structure came falling apart!

6th In-Camp Training (Reservist)

a sense of loneliness hit me immediately i out-processed from my 6th in-camp training today. this has always been how i feel whenever every reservist ended. i think i really miss e accompany of my buddies in e camp! be it e time we spent in e bunk, outfield or street soccer court!



post-reservist meet-up was held at orchid country club where e charlie bowlers gathered. my result was not an inch near what i've hit during e army cohesion day but i've got a great time. next in-camp will be our fateh at crescendo - thailand 2010. i am really looking forward to e 3weeks-long oversea training but also at e same time wondering should i give e once-in-a-lifetime YOG a miss.

haiz...

fighter

finally picked up myself from where i've lost it. i thought e night would be a dreadful one but never would i know that e night was meant for me to re-ignite, to fight back, to regain e confidence~

after scoring e hattrick, i noticed myself crunching my fists and should there be sufficient goal stoppage, i believed i would have run towards e supporters and hug every single one of them at e stand. too bad, surrounding me was net, nets and more nets.

i haven't been feeling what i've felt tonight for as long as i can remember. in fact, i really can't recall when's e last time i felt this way, so overstimulated that i only cared if i'm winning. my mind was only concentrating on hitting e ball into e net. ignore all beautiful futbol display, just get e ball into e bloody net!

i saw a different me tonight.

i saw a fighter tonight, and this fighter only fell when his body failed him on e battle field. that's something for me to ponder about - maybe it's time for me to re-think of how to bring out e fighter from me and apply e never-say-die attitude into e realise working society. like i always say - answer for our own performance. seriously think about it.

pre-house warming's house warming

pre-house warming's house warming taking place, just short of vandalizing e painted walls~


exclusive bicycle valet parking at my unit!


all e current & future sengkang-ers~

e pratas' dinner!

yummy chicken satay~

indulging ourselves at jalan kayu~

fernvale

standing lamp with a radio, e first evening~


coordinating e renov movement~


waiting for hubby to bring her home~ haiz