21 June 2009

performing



dare to dream... as much as i want to uphold a courageous image, i couldn't hid e fact that i am a coward person - i dare not dream. that's why i am easily impressed by those who packed e guts to carry a load of dream to walk e journey. sincerely, i salute to these bunch of heros.

ah-peng called to inform me about his new musical plan. whenever he called, he's always telling me how he would pursue his music dream. one thing about this charming guy, he's so into music that his brain only works towards achieving his dream. he used to run a fashion outlet and everytime i walked past his outlet, he would be arranging his own instrumental music with his laptop on e desk, guitar on e lap. that is how serious this guy whom i'm talking can be.

well, back to e topic. ah-peng is inviting me to join him, together with xaevier, another musically inclined musician, to form a 3-piece acoustic band, to perform regularly at a new pub/cafe which is due to opening soon. wooh, that seems like a good opportunity for a musician but somehow such rare opportunity didn't manage to move my heart. one of e main reason could be e commitment. i'd love to join a bunch of music-lovers performing on stage for sure but it just don't work out on my end. as of now, what e coward here has promised is to be around for e grand opening performance. da feng chui has been invited for e grand opening performance too. well, it's time for 4 of us, ah-peng, ah-guang (xaevier), yaki (da feng chui's hideyaki) and jun, me myself, to gather after a long time.

17 June 2009

month of june



e month of june means a lot to me. if you guess it's because of my birthday month, then u're only, maybe quarter correct? this is my favourite month of e year and strange enough, some of e most memorable period of time and including decisions happened and made in e month of June.

14 jun 1981, a young boy who kicked ass was borned into this merciless world. he follows his dad's surname and started planet-roaming.

9 june 2003, e dream stopped. e young man officially quited competitive football despite an outstanding 1yr left on e semi-pro contract with BCUFC.

17 june 2009, this man who's in his late 20s celebrated his 6yrs of work with one of e world's leading convention centre.

i am writing e above aimlessly, not knowing whats my main objective was. despite writing so much, many of you might not understand. some of e highlights which i've mentioned meant a lot to me. e decisions which i've made in e month of june in previous years were done in a deliberate way. i've meant to make a decision and see through it. some turned out to be e turning point of my life. i've got questions which until today, i still do not have an answer to. i have no plan to seek e truth. however i am making sure that i live a life full of past experiences! that should be sufficent to advance me to e next level!

15 June 2009

14 June 2009

its e time of e year again. i would love to celebrate e occasion more stylishly, not too sure if e age is catching up, i've lost e annual worth-celebrating feel. e feel was such like i should have grown up by now and shouldn't be spending so much time planning how am i going to spend e day or who am i going to spend e day with. on e other hand, e mindset was toying around, i somehow still welcome unexpected surprises.

my lovely bunch of colleagues astonished me with a small celebration in e office during my hectic involvement in one of my biggest exhibition events. it did come across my mind that this bunch of jokers might attempt something funny again but i never know it coming, not until e ceiling lightings were dimmed and a simple chocolate cake appeared right in front of me. brilliantly done.

many things occupied my mind. i am unable to express how i feel, however e most natural attitude protrayed e "whatever" will do. i don't know why i'm doing that, it just come almost naturally. i'm easily contented with what i've got today. i am not short of any gift. ok, if yes, some might not be able to get/afford it. i like e card which e guys have penned on though. that's my favourite card of all-time. i felt the blessing from e card instantly. that's all i need.

nonetheless, spending my free time with joanne is heavenly. i've never had such a good friend in my entire life i believe. what do you ask for if you've got such a lovely wifey, a group of exquisite friends at work and enjoying every single moment of football with a healthy body.

i've not achieved anything big but i smile at my life. i smile for e reason of how i've been moving along in a direction where i know that many people adore me, love me. i am a fortunate young man who has been very lucky to lead such a life.

14 june is over. my watch shows 15 june. hours passed in a flash but e blessings on every 14 june will be with me, and this will be the first time of e year, i wish myself.. happy birthday

09 June 2009

birthday card


well-written birthday card from my colleagues. hell knows how they managed to rope in so many who's willing to pen for a birthday "boy" like me!

message of e card.. from our princess joey! e guys couldn't stop talking about zouk!

what do you expect from a highlighter-pen-designed gift voucher which states "only valid when actual voucher is purchase"! so cool... i still cannot buy anything with this piece of paper, haha! ok lah, great effort!

06 June 2009

celebration

some close colleagues of mine arranged a pre-birthday celebration for me at party world last evening. well well, turn out was good but not too sure if e guys were there because it's my pre-birthday celebration or because it's been a long time since e guys gathered and last evening was a great opportunity for them to catch up! haha.

as usual, i treated e singing session as a concert, i sang to entertain and for certain practice sake. strange enough, i didn't really enjoyed e entire session at e shenton way branch. i felt a sense of failure for e session but definitely e guys did a good job by arranging such a wonderful session into e night. i mean i loved e night, i loved silly-dancing with felicia and co but e session seems hallow. it might be e huge and effectless room which we're allocated to perhaps.

overall, e mood was right throughout e night. i appreciate that!

pc show coming this week and my mind has been fully occupied by e booth visuals and numerous tiny logistic arrangements. e event with one of e longest night is finally here.