抓住幸福

好想尝试用以已往不同的方式来写作。

对一份爱的执著所换来的辛苦，甚至即将面对他人的眼光，的确不容易。那是一股什么样的力量？

在这文明的社会，我不得不相信爱情是没有所谓的对或错。
但必须在对或错之间做出个选择，并非容易之事。

俩人的感情淡了是否不该拖泥带水吗？
婚前的诺言也是儿戏吗？
公道话一句，局外人是无法理解。

身为一位朋友，我希望你能抓住幸福。
在做出选择之前以爱为中心，无论选择是什么，我都会尊重你的决定。

hacking e wall

this was e tool which was activated for e wall hacking!


left hanging~

part of e wall..

rocky flooring after e work!

e "intestine" of e HDB's walls..

structure came falling apart!

6th In-Camp Training (Reservist)

a sense of loneliness hit me immediately i out-processed from my 6th in-camp training today. this has always been how i feel whenever every reservist ended. i think i really miss e accompany of my buddies in e camp! be it e time we spent in e bunk, outfield or street soccer court!



post-reservist meet-up was held at orchid country club where e charlie bowlers gathered. my result was not an inch near what i've hit during e army cohesion day but i've got a great time. next in-camp will be our fateh at crescendo - thailand 2010. i am really looking forward to e 3weeks-long oversea training but also at e same time wondering should i give e once-in-a-lifetime YOG a miss.

haiz...

fighter

finally picked up myself from where i've lost it. i thought e night would be a dreadful one but never would i know that e night was meant for me to re-ignite, to fight back, to regain e confidence~

after scoring e hattrick, i noticed myself crunching my fists and should there be sufficient goal stoppage, i believed i would have run towards e supporters and hug every single one of them at e stand. too bad, surrounding me was net, nets and more nets.

i haven't been feeling what i've felt tonight for as long as i can remember. in fact, i really can't recall when's e last time i felt this way, so overstimulated that i only cared if i'm winning. my mind was only concentrating on hitting e ball into e net. ignore all beautiful futbol display, just get e ball into e bloody net!

i saw a different me tonight.

i saw a fighter tonight, and this fighter only fell when his body failed him on e battle field. that's something for me to ponder about - maybe it's time for me to re-think of how to bring out e fighter from me and apply e never-say-die attitude into e realise working society. like i always say - answer for our own performance. seriously think about it.

pre-house warming's house warming

pre-house warming's house warming taking place, just short of vandalizing e painted walls~


exclusive bicycle valet parking at my unit!


all e current & future sengkang-ers~

e pratas' dinner!

yummy chicken satay~

indulging ourselves at jalan kayu~

fernvale

standing lamp with a radio, e first evening~


coordinating e renov movement~


waiting for hubby to bring her home~ haiz

departure

jally has been joanne's one and only accompany during my absence. this morning, jally left us. some said jally will be climbing over rainbow while some others mentioned she's under the care of e angels.

e sudden departure came as a surprise. my heart sank together with joanne but my heart hurts even more when tearful joanne bidded her final goodbye to jally when it was transported out of e house by e pet cremation center's rep. you may say it's just an animal but it's definitely not easy for us, especially joanne.

joanne is taking it well. and i hope that she will recover from this incident soon and move on. what's expecting us in e months ahead will be some happy planning and building. let's move-on my dear.