Today is Monday... My watch shows 9:15am... My location at Starbucks...
I am blogging at Suntec Starbucks. I am starting to feel myself again. Although tonight I've got an event to run, I don't feel stressful at all. I am happily "lah-ing" kopi by myself while getting ready to go for a dip in the pool shortly before ending my half day off, back to the front line.
To be alone with myself gives me really a good tine to reflect what I've done so far, or at least for the past few months. The war is long and tough but feedback from my inner soul convinced me that I am doing fine. Nothing impressive, just enough to pass my life with certain objectives being achieved at times. Easily contented, soldier..
The weather outside the glass window shows me a good thumb's up weather. Many people walked pass where I am sitting. They might be wondering what's with this young gentlemen doing here with a laptop and a big headphone on him instead of working my ass off in the office now.
Can't hear them.. Can't even be bothered with those glares.. At this moment, I am living in my own world, doing what I desired, doing what I am supposed to; enjoy the moment. When one walks too fast, he will miss out on a lot of things.. While I'm indulging myself in endless work, I think I missed out quite a lot. I'm walking too fast. I neglected others who deserved my concern and attention.
Time to relive my life. Once task is completed, I shall move on, blend in to the music from my bulky headphone, dance to the next destination which most probably already has a place reserved for my arrival. I always believe so.
I am blogging at Suntec Starbucks. I am starting to feel myself again. Although tonight I've got an event to run, I don't feel stressful at all. I am happily "lah-ing" kopi by myself while getting ready to go for a dip in the pool shortly before ending my half day off, back to the front line.
To be alone with myself gives me really a good tine to reflect what I've done so far, or at least for the past few months. The war is long and tough but feedback from my inner soul convinced me that I am doing fine. Nothing impressive, just enough to pass my life with certain objectives being achieved at times. Easily contented, soldier..
The weather outside the glass window shows me a good thumb's up weather. Many people walked pass where I am sitting. They might be wondering what's with this young gentlemen doing here with a laptop and a big headphone on him instead of working my ass off in the office now.
Can't hear them.. Can't even be bothered with those glares.. At this moment, I am living in my own world, doing what I desired, doing what I am supposed to; enjoy the moment. When one walks too fast, he will miss out on a lot of things.. While I'm indulging myself in endless work, I think I missed out quite a lot. I'm walking too fast. I neglected others who deserved my concern and attention.
Time to relive my life. Once task is completed, I shall move on, blend in to the music from my bulky headphone, dance to the next destination which most probably already has a place reserved for my arrival. I always believe so.
2 comments:
Hey Jun!
I truely understand how you feel man! Sometimes our pace are fast that we miss many things around us. I too desired the moments in Starbucks with ice latte... reading my favorite book. Maybe I should take such break soon!
Take Care
hey, how are you? i didn't noe that you do read my blog.. i always thought nobody read my blog.. ya, all of us walk too fast, if we are moving at a slower pace, we will be left behind, always trying to catch up with others.. i dunno... kind of confusing
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