step forward

it has never been easy for e first step. once you've accomplished your very first step forward, you will realise life is so much exciting i supposed.

im nervous. im scared. i went ahead, step forward.

e only way to calm myself down is to focus on every step which i've take. i watch every step. i watch all my way till the part where i know that e danger is way behind, i let go.

should i say i've reached e peak of my current journey? commencement of a new chapter of life has come? well maybe yes. i could feel e insecurity which has been climbing all over my shoulders. i could feel the insecurity which i've protrayed to e others. im ashamed.

that is never what i've wanted e others to agree upon.

put aside e fear for all you can, now is e time for me to charge. i believe in destiny but im also a great believer of creating my own fate. i live my near-perfect life to the maximum. when i hit old-age, there will always be something for me to share with e rest.

we will see.