soul searching

grand opening was over. perhaps not many people would understand what our team has went through over e past 1week or so. has been real busy with preparation especially with e arrival of "ah-gong" aka mr. sheldon g. adelson, e whole establishment simply turned every single stone over to make sure it's cleaned, oh hell yes, that digusting.

during this period of time, i've did lots of soul searching as well. not because i wanted to but e people whom i've met during this period of time really inspired me. actually, not really inspired but i would say, finally there's someone who knocked some senses into me! i almost forgotten what i really want and what i really can do, not until senses-knocking session hit. i nearly lose a battle which i could easily win. well, i've recovered from e crisis and back as a better person now. ironically, it's e motherhand from las vegas and macau who saved me from drifting away. they should know who they are and i am really thankful.

not sure if anyone of you has ever known someone who's trying to be good but no matter how seriously they want their life to be back in a proper manner, they will always encountered obstacles? i've met a couple of such people in my life. in e news recently, a local artist was once again in e spotlight - for e wrong reason. i wouldn't say i really know her well. i got to know this artist through our common friend some times back.

anyway i feel that we could have better control our attitude, not as in being sarcastic but be sincere. even if you're telling someone off, be sincere about it. i believe e person would be able to accept it, be it instantly or gradually. that's jun's philoshy. junphilosphy would definitely attracts doubts and debates but hey, why not give it a try? would you want your everyday to be a stressful one? would you want to invite fights and arguements everyday? think about it. life could be some much easier.