These days have been very negative. In my context, I am referring to the unexpected stress and frustration. It was so serious that I started to detest the day before I wake up, hate the mobile ringing tone before I can sense the vibration, and I close my eyes whenever I walk past fear. I am lifeless for days.
I woke up today, convinced myself to turn my life around. I need to breathe, I need to work, I need to to live. I am happy today. A short walk-about in a crowded shopping mall brightened my day. I do not know why but I like it. Work is not stressful anymore. Living a life is not as frustrating as I think.
Meet up my wife after a hard day of work is my only motivation. No matter how tough a day is, I always convinced myself that she's there at the end of the day. Well, I pissed her off this evening. I'm supposed to fetch her from Jumbo but I was late! Haha!
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